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The Shoemaker's Daughter. A memoir of days, both past and present, by Rhonda Mason.The Shoemaker's Daughter. A memoir of days, both past and present, by Rhonda Mason.The Shoemaker's Daughter. A memoir of days, both past and present, by Rhonda Mason.

For over a year and a half, we tried to conceive a child.

However, after eighteen months of disappointment, we began to suspect that it wasn’t meant to be.

Perhaps God wanted us to let go and to be content with the family that we had.

We grappled with this for another half a year.

In the process, I grieved. Deeply and wildly.

It was a lonely road to travel. No one, except for Rick, truly understood how I felt.

Whoever knew that it would be so painful to stop producing offspring?

One day, towards the middle of last year, I woke up and I was at peace.

God had given me contentment.

Today, as I write this, I am five months pregnant with the child that we had longed for.

This was God’s surprise gift to us.

Totally unexpected.

Completely unprepared for.

But nonetheless, surely, it is the most beautiful gift of all…

  • Cerys said:

    Lovely, so happy for you all x

  • Your words are always expressed so beautifully. I love to read them. And I too have felt that grief/emotion at "stopping". Not sure I have fully processed it just yet. Sending love and blessings to you Ronnie, your family and this next beautiful baby xx

  • Heather said:

    This is so beautifully written. I am so happy that I found your blog. Blessings to you on this journey. I saw your note on Life: Captured about the gestational diabetes...how difficult to have to deal with that while trying to enjoy every moment of your pregnancy. Take care and I'm hoping for a very healthy rest of your pregnancy.

  • spark said:

    I am so happy for you and your family. What a beautiful blessing. <3 <3 <3

  • Ally t said:

    This mirrors my experience too ...such a gift

  • Babs said:

    Yay : ) xox

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